My body

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Oblivious you,
unaware of the shivers you cause
going through my body.

When thinking of us
You know I’m a dreamer
Constructing images
I thought I could never
envision before
you
on my body.

Trying to open up
feeling vulnerable
but the deeper I go
into myself
the more you seem to slip away.
And time hasn’t changed
it’s just running out.

I know now
that I would let you go deeper
inside me of me.
In my mind, my words
my soft spots, my warm flesh,
my scars, my dedication,
all my insides
turn it out
on this harsh surface.

Do you feel pain?
Because you are killing me.
Lusting for your attention.
Educate me
and fill me up
with the knowledge I never dared
to know
I’ll give you all
of what
I never needed anyway
my body.

Let me force my fingers in your pale skin
like you forced yourself inside my head
Don’t go, because
I’m the one who will leave
You have already taken over my mind
And now you can take over
my body.