Everlasting God

You have God
and all the fear and suffering
the kindness and the bloody tears.
You have the betrayal and a kiss
coming from your brittle lips.

You have the breath of winter
A harsh snow storm,
and deadly blizzards.
You have the everlasting
denial of my reality.

You have the inability to read
between the lines
you have the key to my
withered heart.
You have the drip ready
to stop the nausea and the
vomiting.
You have the leash and the collar
but you will never pin me down.

You have the final injection
to make an everlasting breath stop.
You have God.
You have the death of my believe.