I wish I could stop
the lonely feeling of imperfection
an reflection
I see myself in your dark eyes.
Let‘s go to the nurse cafe
where everyone dresses in white
and kissing tastes like sunburn.
Standing behind the telescope
Despising entropy
Only you know
how to hurt me.
My refugee,
my fantasy,
tear stains on the pillow,
blood stains on my sheets.
The only moment I can lose control
over myself.
Before going back to Negentropy.
