AIt has been a very long week with days which were much too short. There was never enough time for myself but I also did not want to spend…Mar 5, 2023Mar 5, 2023
Visible LandIs it my fault that I am overwhelmed by memories at night and I cannot sleep And I push salty tears in my pillow seeing you over and…Jan 17, 2022Jan 17, 2022
I’m sorry （ごめんなさい）I’m sorry that you didn’t trust me I didn’t even trust myself I’m sorry that I went all the way to Tsukuba without you I met your…Dec 3, 20212Dec 3, 20212
I broke a nailRemember when they called you an archetype engine hard-working achieving praising you in a choir „she was made in Germany“ they changed…Oct 15, 20211Oct 15, 20211
Quarantine Poem #5I’m reading the news and get stuck with the photos of someone getting engaged. Their happiness I cannot understand the girl has been…Sep 16, 2021Sep 16, 2021
Quarantine Poem #4I have lost you in a lotus flower pond When I entered your house The white staircase leads to an empty room Once I knew everything…Sep 15, 2021Sep 15, 2021
Quarantine Poem #3I sometimes wake up next to you wondering why I accepted a western life no separated futons, no separated rooms. Intimacy in front of…Sep 14, 20211Sep 14, 20211
Quarantine Poem #2I’ve been reading about foxes, living in peach tree forests, more than ten miles away from heaven. I’ve seen mountains reaching up all…Sep 12, 2021Sep 12, 2021
Quarantine Poem #1Clouds dividing the sky in sharp lines the pink ones taste like memories I’ve been walking between spheres My feet not touching the…Sep 11, 2021Sep 11, 2021
ForgottenDon’t you think I have forgotten you while new words are swirling around me and a culture so alien to me as I was never born in a cold…Mar 7, 2021Mar 7, 2021
For you, my pastI can hear the voices at night The walls are thicker here they said solid concrete like your heart like your hatred It tears me apart.Feb 21, 20211Feb 21, 20211
MaybeMaybe this can be done better maybe this is nothing to compare with maybe this is a better past and a wonderful future I dreamed of…Jan 30, 2021Jan 30, 2021
You, againI want to be around you As much as you want to be inside of me I want to press my eyes deep back into my head, all the way up to my…Nov 14, 2020Nov 14, 2020
For AMy heart was hammering against white new walls like a canvas without paint and colour rushing to thin skin. Sweet darkness heavy from…Oct 25, 2020Oct 25, 2020
Everlasting GodYou have God and all the fear and suffering the kindness and the bloody tears. You have the betrayal and a kiss coming from your…Oct 15, 2020Oct 15, 2020
ColdI connected the stars with my ice cold skin and no more crimson coloured lines on the edge of my hands. You never held them tightly.Oct 8, 2020Oct 8, 2020
FallIt’s autumn in my country I flip through leaves like pages of an old book The air on my cheeks turns them into roses. I tried to catch…Sep 20, 2020Sep 20, 2020
ForcesI hurt my head while thinking of you and felt uneasy, all the forces. Oh, Gloria. I’m so dependent on myself that my arms are sore…Sep 5, 2020Sep 5, 2020
My bodyOblivious you, unaware of the shivers you cause going through my body.Aug 11, 2020Aug 11, 2020
Am MeerEin warmes Lachen von Kindern hallt wider von der falschen Kamille. Eine blasse Sonne steht höher als mein Stolz sie wärmt nicht aber…Aug 9, 2020Aug 9, 2020
